Best friends.. and Friends.....

Ha ha.. tomorrow i have an examination at 8 am! but he made me think another problem..
I am a girl who is raised based on independenct principle, i'm the miss independent. I almost can do everything by myself,, and if there are something that i can't do it myself i ask a help to my friend.... But who is coming is my bestfriends...
My friends... they won't come to help,, they even don't want to know what my prolem is... So thats the reason i dont really believe in friends... For me what we really mean by friends are bestfriends...
But that person today.... tell me something,, and its bothering me until i can't study.... he said that today what HIMATEK(chemical engineering students organization @ ITB) wants from 2008 is to believe their seniors.. 2006 and 2007 students.. And he was a great man,, he proved to me that i can somehow believe in them.. believe in what i call friends... not best friends... actually i had an examination tomorrow,, and HIMATEK seniors.. collected 2008(my year of study) students for another step of becoming one of HIMATEK... actually i didnt want to come.,.. because i had thought that it won't be an important meeting before i thought that maybe i'll try to believe in HIMATEK seniors that today's meeting is gonna be useful...
And they proved it to me! they collect us to give us a help in preparing examination tomorrow by giving us examples and answers (of the examples of course)..
and he said to me to believe in HIMATEK,, that it won't disturb you but it will give you friends to solve many problems... he said that you are not alone...
But,, based on my experience in reality.... of course.. in my imagination i always want to have an ideal world with all the people are best firends,, who can help each other everytime.... but! the reality is.. not all of your friends can be your bestfriends (maybe i'm wrong , but thats the reality that happened to me....)
So basically i agree with him,, i like his ideas,, i really love that... truly... but i challenge that word.. that HIMATEK will be ready to help if its members need help... lets the time proves it... i really wait.... because i'm the miss independent who can see that something like this is only in my mind... if he can prove it to me that it can happen... i will change my mind about friends.... ^^ i'll help you Auzan Abirama to be a bestfriend for HIMATEK and its members,,,