It is a very hard time for her now. Academic isnt going well. She is lazy to study. She's never been this lazy before. Its like she is tired of living. But she doesnt want to die either. there is an empty space in her that needs to be filled.
She felt alone in this world. Maybe living like a living robot... no family.. no friends... even though there is a family.. it doesnt feel like a family.. even there are friends.. it doesnt feel like having friends..
But life must go on right.. even without a family or without friends...
Or.. maybe she just took a wrong conclusion.. its not about them who are around her. Maybe its about herself. She never wants to make people whom she loves upset. But, maybe things are not that easy, or whatever, she doent have an idea about that. She felt guilty, she felt she was hurting many people she loved, decreasing trust.. it is hurting her too. But she could only do nothing.. nothing, to prevent that. She is not brave enough, what is life actually about......
She hates herself now, i hate her too..
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